hey yal wassup wit it.. dam its been a long tyme since ive WROTE in here.. well neways.. im here CHILLEN at tha house and im duin nuthin.. i CLEANED and yea.. i was suppose to go sumwer but CHANGE of PLANS i was gona LEAVE to go but NO sumone had to act SHADY.. watever.. i got up and got ready for really NUTHIN.. and i am not dat GURL... OTAY... thanks for callen me dat NAME.. ur STUPID ASSHOLE... well watever guess i aint gona get to give u tha LETTER.. dats GOOD.. it wudnt MATTER wat i sed or FELT neways... well yea i think today ima go FLY.. yes yes yes... ima FEEL LOVELY.. hopefully im UP and not LYKE last nyte wen i was DOWN in tha BLUE.. shyte... i jes get myself DEPRESSED for wat.. wen it doesnt even MATTER.. iono.. but i hope FATHER kicks it today.. hehehe.. i shud CALL u ryte now.. well i guess ima go now.. ima go to SLEEP.. catch on i didnt have much WRITING a LETTER and waken up early is not GOOD so yea.. to everyone... HEY.. MISSEN YAL and LOVEN YAL.. TAKE CARE and BE SAFE.. GOD BLESS YAL.. im OUT..

RIP... NGOC TRAN.. ull be MISSED but ur in a BETTER PLACE and ull be REMEMBERED for all tha things u did.. jes today i was THINKEN bout all tha tymes we was CHILEN.. wen we wud CUT and WALK tha HALLS and RUN.. dam MAN.. and SO ON.. its hella SAD how things HAPPEND and i dnt seem to UNDERSTAND WHY but EVERYTHING happens for a reason and i noe GODS intensions are GOOD so yea.. i jes CNT BELIEVE it FOREAL.. but i noe ur OTAY and ur UP dare watchen over us now.. WE MISS U AND WE LOVE U... REST IN PEACE... knockee knock...

wow its hella late nyte and im online wat am i a LOSER... but umm neways.. i jes got done writing a letter... today i got to hear my song on tha RADIO a good couple tymes... I PRAY.. haha but umm neways iono im hella BORED and ERYBODYS SLEEPING.. wake up people.. CUM ON.. hahaha.. look at me.. but umm

now im sitting here thinken bout chu and tha days we use to share its driven me crazy i dnt noe wat to do im jes wonderin if u still care and i wana let chu noe dat its killen me i noe u got another life u gota concentrate baby  come back to me can u feel me hear me callin for u cuz its been to long and im lost witout chu wat am i gona do sed ive been needing u wanting u wondering if ur tha same and whos been wit u is ur heart still mine...

hahaha I MISS YOU.. dam my JAM back in tha days... well iono wat to say im jes gona go LAY DOWN and go to sleep.. hahaha.. LOVE U GUYS.. oh to NINAH... hey GURL.. naw im tryna stay outa DRAMA.. but u noe DRAMA cant ever be AVOIDED dats jes a part of LIFE... well im koo for tha most part.. i FEEL empty cuz i dnt have sum things i hoped and wished i had but u cnt always get or have wat it is u want so yea... iono hopefully ONE DAY.. my lyfe will be better and itll be SWITCHED AROUND.. stay UP ayte... and HOLLA at me.. ayte